Impatience

Something that I've struggled with my whole life has been impatience. I hate waiting for anything and it drives me nuts. I think it's because I'm the literal definition of a control freak. I like it better when I do things myself and I don't have to wait for them.

So ever since Kris has joined the service, all I can think about is where he is going to get stationed. It is literally all I can think about because it's so important. Where am I going to spend the next few years of my life? Where am I going to get my next job? How far away from my family am I going to be?

Kris has been curious too but he is much more laid back than I am, so it doesn't bother him as much. We know where we want to go and every day, I feel bad when I ask him if he's found out yet.

So what I'm trying to say is that I know that this impatience isn't helping me and it's finally time for me to come to terms with things that I cannot control. Even though it's hard for me.

-Chelsea